Saturday, March 6, 2010

jumbled thoghts

I'm finding it so hard to focus on my homework right now. I think I've been to about 10 different websites...checked my school email, checked my regular email, checked my bank accounts, read some article online, facebook, blogs, checked my class websites. I am trying to hard to avoid homework because I just have no motivation. Blahhh.. But I just realized that I haven't spent anytime with the Lord lately. This past week I have allowed myself to be busied by so many different things. I found myself looking for every possible oppotunity to avoid just sitting and being in the Lord's presence. I just realized that as I tried to avoid doing my homework, I have been putting off getting into the word this week or just spending time with God. Not that I don't want to, I have just been doing other things.

I love spending time alone, one-on-one but I feel like I need something more. I need a bible study, I need a church, I just need consistancy with something in my life. I haven't found a church that I can really plug myself into, so starting tomorrow I am going to start checking out different churches and trying to find one that I can connect with. Definitly is something important; we can only do so much on our own.

(I just read over this and I don't think there's much meaning or anything to this post, it's pretty much just brain barf...oh well)

2 comments:

  1. come to Southland!!!! we start small groups next week...women are doing Ester on monday nights at 7:30 if you want!

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  2. crystal I feel the same way, just buried in busying myself making no time for the Lord. I feel you, let me know if you ever want to try a church together or anything and ally, what's southland?

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